torsdag 30 april 2009

Fail but i don´t even care


Bryan Adams- Heaven

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now nothin' can take you away from me
We bin down that road before
But that's over now
You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way

N' baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've bin waitin' for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along
Now our dreams are comin' true
Through the good times and the bad
Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

onsdag 29 april 2009

Fotboll på skåenska x)

Jag förstår inte det här
Vissa dagar flyger måsarna emot en
hackar och skiter en i huvudet
andra dagar
sitter de snällt och ser på
plockar upp pommes man slängt
och man känner sig av någon anledning snäll
som om man gjort en god gärning genom att mata dem

Men bara att du ger mig hopp, gör mig glad
Även om jag egentligen hatar det
Snart slut

Idag var jag ungefär lika trött som igår, efter engelskaprovet. Dock lyckades mina kära klasskompisar (!) få mig på lite bättre humör under kemin :) Svenskan gick också helt okej, förstod iaf lite.
Sen, när jag stått och hängt lite bakom skynket vid våra skåp (Kulturdag imorgon ftw) tog jag och Sofia bussen till stan och sen träffade vi Mimmi och Jennifer. Tjockade oss på stan och sen åkte vi till Örjans vall xD HBK - Djurgården! Dock var det faktiskt ganska trist så jag övergav de andra (+ Micha och Katta) och tog bussen hem med Kim :) Och nu har jag endat up framför datorn.. igen..

söndag 26 april 2009

And then he left

Lisa Miskovsky - Mary Bell

Mary, I´m so sorry you´re hands were taken of this crystal ball
Close to heaven, far from seven angels,
they believe your ovelord
Steming pictures of their bodies
hunts to feed your vision
cold and unberable

Dark, dark, darkness,
Mary´s heading for the golden bell
Her coins were not good enough
to throw in their wishing well,
in their wishing well,they went to hell

Closed her eyes and jumpe
dint the sea of Mr. loneliness
and his companions
But they couldn´t keep her there
her light dissturbed the black and grey
in their living room

Minutes passed and Gabriel he laughed
"You´re sole is smelling oh so wonderful
Mary, you´re so beautiful, so predictable"
His hands through her hair again,
and then he left

Dark, dark, darkness
Mary´s heading for the golden bell
Her coins were not good enough
to throw in their wishing well,
in their wishing well,
in their wishing well

So please come and see me,
I´m to predictable
Please come and see me,
Mary, you´re so predictable

lördag 25 april 2009

Do you fall through (again)

Fint väder idag xD


Behöver jag säga att jag har tråkigt?

Borde plugga


Har lekt med Astrid idag, det var roligt :)


Vi våldgästade Kim med en kladdkaka och kollade på She´s the man


När Astrid åkt träffade jag och Kim Robin (och Micha)



Sen gick jag hem och fottade i trädgården. Nu ska jag göra nåt vettigt
=)

fredag 24 april 2009

Nobody knows it but me

How sweet you are
and I haven´t even seen you smile

How happy I would be
if you spoke to me


You´re my illusion

Rolig TOK, intressant simning (ont i knät -.-) och bra matteprov (som alltså gick dåligt). Sen glömde pappa att han skulle hämta mig. Jag känner att komunikationen oss emelann inte fungerar så bra -.- Får väl skriva meddelanden till honom på bdb -.- (inte roligt!)

torsdag 23 april 2009

Are you a bad fish too?

Sublime - Bad Fish

how's it goin dude?
Hey man what's up?
tell Todd he can turn the radio back on

When you grab ahold of me,
you tell me that I'll never be set free.
but I'm a parasite,
creep and crawl I step into the night.

Two pints of booze.
Tell me are you a badfish too?
(are you a badfish too?)
Ain't got no money to spend.
I hope the night would never end.

Lord knows I'm weak.
Won't somebody get get me off of this reef?

Baby you're a big blue whale
grab the reef when all duck divin' fails
I swim, but I wish I never learned,
the water's too polluted with germs.
I dive deep when it's ten feet over head.
grab the reef underneath my bed.
(underneath my bed)

Ain't got no quarrels with
God,ain't got no time to grow old.

Lord knows I'm weak,
won't somebody get me off of this reef?

I gotta go dude

tisdag 21 april 2009

Spin Doctors - Just Go Ahead Now

Yeah...
One, two, princes kneel before you
That's what I said, now
Princes, Princes who adore you
Just go ahead, now
One has diamonds in his pockets
That's some bread, now
This one, said he wants to buy you rockets
Ain't in his head, now

This one, he got a princely racket
That's what I said, now
Got some big seal upon his jacket
Ain't in his head, now
You Marry him, your father will condone you
How bout that, now
You Marry me, your father will disown you
He'll eat his hat, now

Marry him or marry me,
I'm the one that loves you baby can't you see?
I Ain't got no future or a family tree,
But I know what a prince and lover ought to be,
I know what a prince and lover ought to be....
Said, if you want to call me baby
Just go ahead, now

And if you'd like to tell me maybe
Just go ahead, now
And If you wanna buy me flowers
Just go ahead, now
And if you'd like to talk for hours
Just go ahead, now

(Interlude)
Said..One, two, princes kneel before you
That's what I said, now
Princes, Princes who adore you
Just go ahead, now
One has diamonds in his pockets
That's some bread, now
This one, he wants to buy you rockets
Ain't in his head, now

Marry him or marry me,
I'm the one that loves you baby can't you see?
I Ain't got no future or a family tree,
But I know what a prince and lover ought to be
I know what a prince and lover ought to be....
Said, if you want to call me baby
Just go ahead, now

And if you'd like to tell me maybe
Just go ahead, now
And If you wanna buy me flowers
Just go ahead, now
And if you'd like to talk for hours
Just go ahead, now

And if you want to call me baby
Just go ahead, now
And if you'd like to tell me maybe
Just go ahead, now
And If you'd like buy me flowers
Just go ahead, now
And if you'd like to talk for hours
Just go ahead, now

If you want to call me baby
Just go ahead, now
If you'd like to tell me maybe
Just go ahead, now
If you want to buy me flowers
just, go ahead, now
and if you'd like to talk for hours
just go ahead, now

whoa whoa baby
just go ahead now
whoa, just, just go ahead now
whoa..
can't you see??
c'mon c'monjust go ahead now
yeahh....
if you want to buy me flowers....
just go ahead now

måndag 20 april 2009

Closingtime

Love was when I loved you


Hände inget speciellt idag, förutom att jag hade sovmorgon till tolv, Jennifer var tillbaka i skolan och jag träffade Kitte påväg hem. Och jag somnade inte på Social Studies :O Är ganska förvånad haha x)
Lyssnar på lite konstig musik, som inte är så bra men han som sjunger är sjukt söt så drf lyssnar jag haha. Yey fjortisar, here I come.
Aoja imorgon är det extramatte kl 8 som gäller så jag får väl ta och gå till sängen snart så jag orkar.. Mentorstid...?

Give me
ööh
sweet

söndag 19 april 2009

Borbolenta

Det betyder fjäril...

Ja men släktkalas är ju alltid roliga. Fick mat i alla fall haha :) Mums mums

Are you torn apart
Am I happy

Why do you behave this way
why do you differ
from love and hate
from satisfaction and disappointnesss
from belief and selfdistruction

sometimes it feels like you´re
angry of what I do
and what I forgot to do

I don´t ever know what to tell you
since you´re not happy whatever say

What can I do...?

lördag 18 april 2009

Vi vann!

Vi vann sista omgången av Div 3 i Kvibille :D

Maroon 5 - Simple Kind Of Lovely

Leaning on a tree trunk
Thinking all the same junk
Fallin in and out of a dream

Back and forth i'm swaying
I'm contemplating staying
Laying and decaying when i know i must leave

Where do i am when i shoot the breeze
How do i call myself at times like these

I need a simple kind of lovely
The thought is just a novelty

You can spend the whole time
Dangling from a grape vine
Standin underneath you when they cut you free

What about when the sun leaves
and What about all those bad dreams
Who will walk you back into reality

I wish this could be like this everyday
But i know that i could never live this way
Was just a simple kind of lovely
The memories will be okay

I wish things could be like this everyday
But i know i could never live this way
Was just a simple kind of lovely
and the memories will be okay

Was jus a simle kind of lovely
and the memories will be okay

onsdag 15 april 2009

I´m gonna hit and run

Detta var en bra dag :D Har gjort bort mig en massa som vanligt och haft dålig humor x) Dock var själva skolan lite seg men ah. Stackars Jennifer är sjuk (och Sofia är inte så värst frisk hon heller) och Michaela är i Egypten. Blö x) Men men det var en bra dag iaf :)

Jag som trodde jag hade fixat det...


Du kan inte skylla på mig
Du kan inte lägga över detta på mig
Jag kan inte göra så för då blir det fel
Men jag kan inte göra tvärtemot för det blir värre

Hur ska jag då göra för att ta slut på dig?
Kommer jag få det för det?

Kommer du "dampa loss"?

måndag 13 april 2009

Du fyller år men...

Jag har inte tänkt på dig på ett tag nu. Det är bra. Snart ett år sedan.
Grattis

En sista blick


Paramore- Misery Business
I'm in the business of misery, Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.
I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me. Two weeks and we caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.


I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag,
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
just steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got what I wanted now And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

söndag 12 april 2009

Dagar rinner iväg som...


Idag är det söndag
Jag lyssnar på musik som Robin skickade aldeles nyss
Ska snart gå ner och hjälpa mamma med nåt.. Tycker hon kan bli frisk snart...
Vid ett ska jag gå ner till busstationen och möta Oskar och så ska vi ta en sväng med hans mc.. Det där lät väldigt töntigt x) Aja. Det är fint väder iaf. Ska leka med Carro och Kim ikväll. Om det nu blir så. Känns som att tiden inte räcker till, att jag inte räcker till. Det blir bara fel. Och lovet är snart sl
ut.
Jag vill ha sommar, men ändå inte. Man förväntas göra så mycket, man längtar och planerar. Men när man väl är där, när skolan är slut och alla glada elever flummar ihjäl sig, då orkar man inte. Då glömmer man vad det var man skulle göra, då regnar det hela tiden och man längtar nästan till skolan igen, bara för att få ha något konkret, något man är säker på. Något som man gör dag ut och dag in utan att behöva tänka över det. Men när sommaren kommer då tar det självklara slut och man står där ensam. Vad gör jag nu? Vad borde jag göra? Vad vill jag göra? Vad ska jag göra med mitt liv?
Jag behöver kanske inte säga att jag inte tycker om sommaren. De som känner mig väl vet det nog redan. Men det här är iallafall en av anledningarna till varför sommaren... inte är något jag längtar till

fredag 10 april 2009

As the world turns to gray

Lyssnar på Seether. Har tvättat sadlar, träns och ridstövlar. I solen. Syskonen rev ner det mesta några gånger om. Linnéa sur. Sen räckte in maten. Jättekul för det var Linnéas favorimat. Men Linnéa deppar inte. Solen skiner ju. wiho

Övergår till Frida Snell igen. Innan jag ska ut och mocka. Och träna. Och plugga.
Jag hatar sol.


Förlåt då
Jag försökte ju
Förlåt då
Jag skulle låtit bli
Förlåt då
Jag ska aldrig mer...

torsdag 9 april 2009

Hey brother put your best shoes on

I love you guys x)
Igår var kul
Idag var rätt tråkigt


Det blev just såhär

Varför
Fan så omoget

Men vi lyckades iaf (Y)

Så rolig så det gör ont

onsdag 8 april 2009

I run astray

Frida Snell

Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage
Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved
Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage

It´s never enough, is it?
We will never be satisfied
We will never be sure
We will never
be ourselves

Where
where is it
the place
Where I belong
?

tisdag 7 april 2009

Yey det är lov...

Hatar min dator som cpar. Blö

Lyssnar på Frida Snell, har börjat gilla kvinnliga sångare :O xD Hon och Heather Nova (Y) :)
Ska snart träna... Har idag handlat åt mamma, som är sjuk, och varit en sväng på Osbeck igen. Det var.. kul :) Lämnade tillbaka Fillans bok som jag äntligen läst ut :D


Heather Nova - River Of Life

I wanted to feel like a bird on the wings of time
But it was not our time
I wanted to lie for a while in the fields and dream
But it was not to be

Cuz sometimes you've gotta let love go
Even though it's hurting, even though
And sometimes you've got to let love slide
Out with the river, the river of life

I wanted to hold you so long in the dark till dawn
But I could feel you go
I wanted to sing; in my head I could hear a song
But it was not our song

Cuz sometimes you've gotta let love go
Even though it's hurting, even though
Sometimes you've gotta let love slide
Out with the river, the river of life

måndag 6 april 2009

Escape

I wanted to feel like a bird
Take me away
from spring with hesitation
from summer with desperation
Take my thoughts away


I don´t need tears or shivers
I don´t need broken mirrors
I won´t fall back
If you won´t breake away

Afraid of losing what I had
Afraid of losing what I´ll get
I don´t deserve
and I should walk away


Take me away
from this
which I cannot controle
take me away
I am lost
in shattered dreams

I will fall apart

It´s Coming back
again
again
again
again
again
//L