Ponderosachild

Don´t you ever leave me
I know I´ve made some mistakes, but haven´t we all? Love is always the most important issue. But you mean so much mnore to me, I understand it now. You are my best friend and you will always be the first. You are speciell, in many ways. Wehy can´t you stop thinkiing? I don´t want to see your pain. I almost close my eyes because I can´t stand it. Parts of it is my fault. But I know you wouldn´t be happy even if none of this never would have happend.
You can not ever die, not before me. You give me hope, even when I see your tears. You listen, you know what my words are about. Sometimes We don´t even have to say anything, we just know anyway.
Don´t you ever leave me. Not yet.